Live Accordingly

I feel like screaming my lungs out or cry endlessly... sobs sobs.. today is not a good day. First I missed my tuition session because I realised that the assignment due today had some major problem, so I spent close to 4 hours rectifying the problem. Then I rushed to bind the assignment only to find out that the college photostating centre wsa closed and it was close to the submission time. Soon after, I submitted the assignment just in time and took a deep breath knowing that I did my best and the rest lies in God's hands.

Later, I decided to check my assignment again and see if I did alright just to be sure. And lo and behold.... I found that I typed a paragraph twice... ahhhhh... how how?? this is my final year and my assignments can't be redone.. not to mention, I was trying so hard to reduce the number of words, and the paragraph I typed twice accounted for almost 40 words. How depressing is that.. I am going to try this Friday and ask my lecturer if it is possible to change that page that I did extra. I hope he will allow me. He can be really strict sometimes. Anyway, my carelessness. I just pray that God will grant me favour on this assignment. I can't afford to underperform in this one...sobs..

In moments like this, I believe my faith is truely tested. But I do believe that if I honor God, He will grant me favour. Amen!

This few weeks will be the busiest before the summer holidays and here I am blogging away. I just need to take a break from it all.

Today as I woke up, I felt so bored and down. Not willing to do anything but just lie in bed all day long but I guess life's too short to be wasting hours on the bed doing nothing so I decided to get out of bed and head for lunch. As it is a habit to eat lunch and read the newspaper at the same time, it took a long time before I actually finished my lunch and by then I had to go to work. How reluctant was I when I headed to work.

As I was driving, I thought about the years I had been working and how I had slogged day and night just for the sake of a paper qualification and how much I have sacrificed. Is it all worth it in the end? I have yet to discover?? But I do know that God put me into college for a purpose especially to reach out to my friends.