21 at last
Time passed in a blink of an eye! The days when I was a little girl, running around oblivious to the changes in the world yet completely satisfied with things I had. So much has changed since then. I always wondered what it would be like to finally reach the 'prime' age of 21. The age where I am supposed to be partying away, getting drunk, doing unexpected things and lastly.. in the words of Christian, " Now you can get married". Haha.. It was all a dream. Well I am glad to say that although I did party away on my 21st birthday, I didn't get drunk nor did I get married! :P although the latter I am hoping in the next few years.
That one day was celebrated in a way which I couldn't have imagine. Everything on that day seemed so carefree and joyful. It can be said as the best birthday I have compared to the last 2 years. I am thankful. I really am.
A big big thank you to those of you who wished me through sms, face-to-face, a phone call and of course the surprise birthday party *winks*. It really made me feel special. *smiles broadly*
All in all, when the party is over, reality creeps in and responsibilities slap upon life. Responsibilities I was prepare but I never imagined that I would have a BREAKTHROUGH! gosh, it felt amazingly fantastic. Lord truly You give Freedom to those who are willing to give themselves to you.
I Love you Yaweh!
Mixed Thoughts
A Leadership Training Time (LTT) is scheduled on the 20th Nov till the 24th Nov in JB and it cost only RM 480.00 full board. Sounds really exciting and there are testimonies of people's lives all around the world being changed. Throughout the whole year, LTTs' are conducted all around the world but this is the first time it is held in Malaysia. The issue here is that as much as I want to go certain circumstances just doesn't permit me to. Where do I get the funds? I can't miss work, important assignment due the same week, is it for me to go? Will my life be changed? Then again, change will only take place if we believe and trust God. But do I want to change? I mean, I feel so blessed that it is going to be held in JB while a group of people are fighting hard just to come for this LTT; giving up their entire life savings, risking everything they have just to be in this LTT and here I am still pondering if I should GO ! Real Foolish! God forgive me.
On the other hand, life has been real busy. My apologies in particular to Prisc. Sorry haven't had time to catch up with you and also to Paul. I know I promised to visit you but things have been real messed up with uni timetable and requirements. Prisc in particular will say that these are excuses but I can't help it. Not that I am having fun. I am suffering with all the reading I need to do. I guess it's still better than working. The end of this month is the time I will need to decide my major. Will it be : marketing? finance? logistics management? human resource management?. Big headache!
Till then, better days are ahead and it is only by God's grace that I am surviving.
